Lord, you have redeemed me yet again.  You used the person who knows me best in the world to speak truth into my heart and bring me out of that terrible place I headed towards.  I was so confused and so clouded by how things "should" be.  Father, I felt things "should" be a certain way simply because that is how everyone else does it.  I grew angry and discontent with your plan for me because it didn't follow the mold all the others seem to fit in.   "Since when have you ever been like everybody else?" she told me "you've never done things the way other people do them and that is how God made you and his plan for your life will reflect that.  You don't fit in any molds and that is why people love you".  I needed that, Father, and I thank you.  I'm trusting you.  Only you.  Not the mold everyone else follows but rather your plan for me, whatsoever that may be.  Thank you for using people in my life.  Thank you for your spirit that speaks discernment in my soul to let me know what you are telling me.  I feel like I can breath now.  Whatever your plan is for this situation I'm trusting you.  I know you'll hold me no matter what.  I love you.

"Because your love is better than life, my lips will glorify you." -Psalm 63:3